- y o u ( again and again ) -

I pray god grant me the fortitude. god, only you know that I love him. god know I will not let her hurt.
I try to always keep his feelings. but I was wrong.
I show with the wrong attitude. which I think right now it's just I do not want him hurt. but you other wills.
he's gone.
whether, how I should live my day without him.
while here I am alone. brother? I do not believe in that word. friend? moreover said that they prefer to go with her boyfriend than her best friend.

is not easy for me to forget it. let alone forget, turn away for a moment I could not. all so beautiful. or do I have to wait? uncertainty? I hate it!

I always think about it here. but what was he doing there? : ')

god I pray, if he did he return to me by my side, but if you have other wishes, please throw away this feeling: '). This is torture!


may I ask my god
one more time with him
allow me to hug him
if only for a moment

what all it is still possible
when he was with the other
but still I keep
my love for him

remain faithful to me counting the days
I remain faithful to his waiting
until the time it arrives
he's back together

- ( just like our last ) -

I still remember the look on your face

Lit through the darkness 20.20

The words that you whispered

For just us to know

Told me you loved me

So why did you go away?

Away


I do recall now the smell of the rain

Fresh on the pavement

I ran off the plane

That october 20th

The beat of your heart

It jumps through your shirt

I can still feel your arms

But now I'll go sit on the floor

Wearing your clothes

All that I know is that

I don't know how to be something you miss

I never thought we'd have a last kiss

Never imagined we'd end like this

Your name, forever the name on my lips


I do remember

The swing of your step

The life of the party, you're showing off again

And I roll my eyes and then

You pull me in

I'm not much for dancing

But for you I did


Because I love your handshake, meeting my father

I love how you walk with your hands in your pockets

How you kissed me when I was in the middle of saying something

There's not a day when I don't miss those rude interruptions


So I'll watch your life in pictures like I used to watch you sleep

And I feel you forget me like I used to feel you breathe

And I keep up with our old friends just to ask them how you are

Hope it's nice where you are


And I hope the sun shines

And it's a beautiful day

And something reminds you

You wish you had stayed

You can plan for a change in weather and time

But I never planned on you changing your mind


Your name, forever the name on my lips

Just like our last kiss

Forever the name on my lips

Forever the name on my lips


Just like our last

- Y o u -

When I saw you at the first time, I just want to know who you are .
I want to know you more than just a friend,.closer than others.
In every steps I take,there's always hope someday i'll meet the one and i hope it's you . :') .
I want to be with you through all the time, every seconds , every minutes, every bours, every day and everytime , i want you beside me.
Every night before I close my eyes.
I can't stop thingking about you, you always tease my thought .
Every morning when I wake up, I always remember about someone (you : han :) .
No one can replace you in my heart cause I know you are the best I've ever seenand you are someone special in my life and the last.
I love you from the deepest of my heart :').